Juliene
I am the most blessed person in the world!
This is how I feel when I'm near the sea.
Just look at this sunset! And hear these waves!
Serenity and beauty. It takes so little to make me happy...
Thanks to this bizarre time we are living, I was wondering "Why am I living for tomorrow?".
Why am I constantly saying "when..."?
When I got my diploma, I'm going to be someone.
When I got a proper sneaker, I'm going to work out.
When I got a job, I'm going to move to a better apartment.
I'm glad we had the lockdown. It completely disrupted my life. I have no prospects what it will be. That scares me a lot and, at the same time, encourages me to change. There is no place for "when" anymore. It is time to "What can I do and be with what I already have?".
For me, corona time is being a time to connect with my heart. To reflect and observe. I am bringing to my conscious patterns that have pushed me into vicious cycles. I'm breaking the chains that were holding me back. I'm opening to the void, and consequently, I'm expanding myself.
Like the waves, I can be something on a particular period and then disintegrate. And like the sun, I have the opportunity to restart day after day. Die and reborn over and over again. The possibility is limitless. Every new day I'm a blank canvas ready to be painting.